Life is expression! Everyone must be brave to be unique and be our own role model. But we should always remember to be humble, we won’t be really unique without the assistance of those people who are as unique as us along our way. This is a self-narrative life story with hermeneutic narrative structure and threefold mimesis research method. Being as a 25 year experienced female flight attendant, before leaving the aviation industry, I was inspired by a lecture and therefore went back to school studying about Psychological Counseling. On one hand, I began to explore how the family and career affect me as a "mental health worker", on the other hand, in the face of my role shifting after my retirement from the airlines, I experienced a series of events during the research period: being bullied, taking 1 year off the study, being violated my privacy, dropped 2 courses, peer study ..., I honestly jumped back and forth to examine many key encounters in my lifetime with the "part-whole" interpretation cycle of hermeneutic understanding. Through the expression of speech and action, I tried to break through the power structure of the external world, strive to transcend the contradiction of my internal world, think outside of the box of victim-injurer pattern, and transform the abstract internal perception into feasible practices-offer life story lecture courses, develop a healing garden, publish e-books, journals, and create maze pastels, which show more possibilities for "mental health work" and become a multitask mental health worker . Examining this path of self-help, self-healing and self-growth, I found out that even I had experienced bumps all the way, I was gradually shifting in a more comfortable way.